"What the Frak" - I am a cook now.

I use to be a Corporal 1st Class. Not the greatest, but something I was proud of since I am still relatively new.
I did well on the classic maps. But I wanted to explore the maps.
So I started playing as many unusual maps as I could to see what they were like. Then I discovered the Feudal War map and fell in love with it. So I loaded up on a lot of these maps.
I started to lose interest in the goofy maps, started losing everything. I thought I understood the Feudal War map and then all of the games started blending together. So I started losing most of them.
Now I am a frak'n cook.
I know it can't be me, so I have no choice but to blame the dice.
I really do dream weird maps with colored numbers on them while I sleep.
Maybe I should wrap up my games and take a break for a couple of weeks?
I did well on the classic maps. But I wanted to explore the maps.
So I started playing as many unusual maps as I could to see what they were like. Then I discovered the Feudal War map and fell in love with it. So I loaded up on a lot of these maps.
I started to lose interest in the goofy maps, started losing everything. I thought I understood the Feudal War map and then all of the games started blending together. So I started losing most of them.
Now I am a frak'n cook.
I know it can't be me, so I have no choice but to blame the dice.

I really do dream weird maps with colored numbers on them while I sleep.
Maybe I should wrap up my games and take a break for a couple of weeks?