BigBallinStalin wrote:Symmetry wrote:Maugena wrote:I've been thinking a lot more on this and the conclusion I've come to is this:
I can't continue trying to be in a relationship with her for several reasons.
1. She showed no concern about my feelings toward her at any point.
2. She showed no concern about how it would affect our relationship (that, yes, hasn't actually started but recall that text from that night).
3. She showed less concern about it than a car crash that was utterly uneventful and separately how her dad was upset with her for not calling him when she was brought to the hospital to get checked out. (She didn't get hurt and the car was fixed withing two weeks.)
4. She could stand the sight of the guy that supposedly did it - she got Plan B with him afterwards.
5. Spent supposedly enough time to slip into unconsciousness and raped after having consumed a coffee from me after having slept through most of the movie we were watching maybe an hour earlier.
6. Did not remove herself from the situation immediately following the bastard's aggressive behavior.
7. Texted me at 4:06am saying that she would stop at a friends house, drop off some food and then go home and sleep. Last text from her was at 4:38am saying that my texts make her smile. She twitters at 5:04am, that she has finally seen the light and that "it's" on fire (WHATEVER THE f*ck THAT MEANS /angryjealousyifitiswhatIthinkitis) with a picture of what appears to be the sun. Twitters at 5:54 am that she's using a color scheme for her morning candy. (I hope to fucking god she's talking about actual candy and not Plan B.) Twitters at 6:14am, Facebook posts at 8:07am and 8:11am and then seems to be up for the entirety of the day.
(Message to Anyone: Yes, I checked this shit out because I want the goddamn truth, sue me for wanting to know - you'd probably do the same if you wanted to know what the situation was for a girl you really wanted to be with.)
8. Has been raped before and didn't do anything about it either, supposedly.
9. Submitted to having sex in previous relationships she was in even though she didn't want to. (She brought that up - probably just for me to feel sorry for her.)
10. Potentially likes being the victim.
11. Does not communicate well - I don't know what's going on more than half the time.
Also, she hasn't been on Facebook for like the past 7 days and has supposedly been doing nothing but sit at home - just changed her profile picture to her and another guy a little while ago. Looks like her brother but who knows. She also hasn't spoken or responded to anything I've sent her today. My jealousy is roaring right now. >_<;
Time to move on and say f*ck that bitch? QQ
I'm gonna go ahead and say I called Maugena's creepy rape shtick early.
The Shell of Symmetry. It's a sad, pathetic existence, but.... well, nevermind. Nothing positive comes to mind.
A shell of a shell?? I don't think that's possible!