What style did you train d1g? Life is a funny thing, I wanted to train BaguaZhang but ended up in a "Shaolin kempo" movie fantasy inspired cult. The grandmaster actually developed his style partially from books. It was quite effective and violent while allways giving lip service to calm. Later he developed a form of transindental[sp] meditation. Oddly enough, he has left a fairly good legacy actually, though it has spintered.
but sometimes it seems a bit like Nostradamus, letting you see what meaning you want to see in it.
The point of the Tao Te Ching, is you are supposed to see diferent things. It is also known as "The book of changes."
It is a tool for attempting to reach for balance in this earthly or physical realm. To use it requires an Oracle. It is a life time pursuit, many feel it requires total immersion and can never be mastered only followed.
I stopped studying when I chose a narrower path, I have since stumbled off of. Unlike some who might turn on it after to tell you, "I was never happy because I was looking for something else when I did it." I will be honest and say it never failed me, it was near perfect. I just found something better.
Taoism is certainly one of my two favorite religions. If I were not a creationist it would beat out any others for me easily.
My other favorite is not Christianity in case some think that. Christianity is my least favorite because even though it should be about following Christ toward God, it instead tends to lead away from them and lacks honesty. I basically am a Christian right now with few of the pious/rightious parts. Even though I would point my other favorite out as the dark side, like any normal creationist it's also a favorite, because the most powerfull/sexy people in the world are part of it. Like everyone, I yearn to be part of that.